78.temper.

nowadays,
i've some problems keeping my cool.
i always have tendency to shout at someone.
hit someone.
well just so you know,
so far,i haven't screamed at anyone yet.
i think.
i need a method to control my anger.
who knows?
maybe one day my anger will reach it's maximum point.
and i will end up killing anyone.
heh.

77.stuffs to do.

here are lists of things i want to do this holiday.

1.go to a certain place with a certain someone to do something.DONE.
2.walk around a certain place with a certain someone.haha.
3.hang out with my friends at mid.DONE.
4.buy an original arsenal jersey with a certain someone.hoho.
5.buy an original nickelback album.
6.watch football outside with my friends.
7.grow a beard and a moustache!xD.
8.go bowling with ismat and the others at warta.
9.take driving license.
10.run on the treadmill everyday about 2 hours.*edited*

well,that's about it.
for now.
i will try my best to complete this list.
and add something else into it.
heh~

76.done.

school.
no more.
haha.
school uniform?
bleh.
seriously,
5 years.
passed,just like that.
i still do remember the first time i laid my feet on j3.
the loneliness.
ahh,
5 years passed.
i learned a lot.
bout knowledge.
bout people.
how we should treat people.
ah well,
i'm done with school.
let us hope that my planned activities can go on smoothly~

75. who am i kidding?

bleh.
when someone claims that you're really important to him/her,
do make sure that he/she really means it.
or you will feel some sort of discomfort.
like i felt a long time ago.
as time goes by,i started to know the truth,
well not really,
but yeah.
that feeling went away.
and yeah,i pretty much think that she didn't mean it.
but who cares?
it's not like i don't have any friends.
i've my bestbestbestbestfriend.
she's really important to me,
she helped me a lot.
and i know,she will always help me.
everytime i need her.
and i don't care what you guys say.
hoho.

74. black sheep.

i heard from someone,
or read from somewhere.
that every family has a black sheep.
i didn't really agree with that statement.
but that was before i experience it myself.
well,
that particular black sheep tend to talk to my parents rudely,
most of the time.
i once said to my mum;
"when will Allah give her the punishment for talking like that to you?"
and then she said;
"it's not nice to say like that.if it happens,then you'll be sorry."

well seriously,
i will never be sorry saying that.
i just want her to never be rude again to my parents.
damn her for doing so.
i believe family is much more important that partner.
yet,she could talk nicely to her boyfriend.
bleh.
go to hell!!

73.bull$#1+

stupid feelings,
damn it.
why now?
why it have to be now?
why must you screw my life now you stupid feelings?
go screw other people's life.

weak.
that's what caused it.
i'm too weak.
just can't prevent myself from thinking about stupid stuffs.
and have stupid feelings.
ARGHHHHHHHHHHHH!!
DAMN ITTTTTTTT!